Tuesday, August 18, 2009 @10:54 AM
seems like it was yesterday
when i saw your face
you told me how proud you were,
but i walked away
if only i knew what i know today
i would hold you in my arms
i would take the pain away
thank you for all you've done
forgive all your mistakes
there's nothing i wouldn't do
to hear your voice again
sometimes i wanna call you
but i know you won't be there
some days i feel broke inside
but i won't admit
sometimes I just wanna hide
cause it's you I miss
and it's so hard to say goodbye
when it comes to this
would you tell me I was wrong?
would you help me understand?
are you looking down upon me?
are you proud of who I am?
there's nothing I wouldn't do
to have just one more chance
to look into your eyes
and see you looking back
i'm sorry for blaming you
for everything i just couldn't do
if i had just one more day
i would tell you how much that i've missed you
since you've been away
it's so out of line
to try and turn back time
i'm sorry for blaming you
for everything i just couldn't do
and i've hurt myself..
by hurting you
@4:05 AM
i can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
that don’t bother me
i can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
i’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
even though going on with you gone still upsets me
there are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
but that’s not what gets me
it’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
but i'm doin’ It
it’s hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i’m alone
still harder
getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
but i know if i could do it over
i would trade give away all the words that i saved in my heart
that i left unspoken
what hurts the most
is being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing
what could have been
and not seeing that loving you
is what i was trying to do
Monday, August 17, 2009 @2:41 AM
you can't manufacture a miracle
the silence was pitiful - that day
and love is getting too cynical
passion's just physical - these days
you analyse everyone you meet
but get no sign - the loving kind
every night you admit defeat
and cry yourself blind
the DJ said on the radio
life should be stereo - each day
and the past that cast the unsuitable
instead of some kind of beautiful
you just couldn't wait
all your friends think you're satisfied
but they can't see your soul, no, no, no
forgot the time feeling petrified
when they lived alone
all your friends think you're satisfied
but they can't see your soul, no, no; no
forgot the time feeling petrified
when they lived alone
if you can't wake up in the morning
cause your bed lies vacant at night
If you're lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Can't control it - try as you might
May you find that love that won't leave you
May you find it by the end of the day
You won't be lost, hurt, tired and lonely
something beautiful will come your way
Sunday, August 16, 2009 @1:45 AM
come and hold my hand
i wanna contact the living
not sure I understand
this role I've been given
i sit and talk to God
and he just laughs at my plans
my head speaks a language
i don't understand
i don't want to die
but I ain't keen on living either
before I fall in love
i'm preparing to leave her
i scare myself to death
that's why i keep on running
before i've arrived
i can see myself coming
i just want to feel real love
feel the home that I live in
cause i got too much life
running through my veins
going to waste
and i need to feel real love
and a life ever after
i cannot give it up
Come and hold my hand
I want to contact the living
not sure I understand
This role I've been given
not sure I understand
i just wanna feel real love
In a life ever after
there's a hole in my soul
you can see it in my face
it's a real big place
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 @2:38 AM
我知道这样不好
也知道你的爱只能那么少
我只有不停地要要到你想逃
泪湿的枕头晒干就好
眼泪在你的心里只是无力拒纳
因为在你身后是我一辈子的骄傲
我不要你的呵護
只要你好好久久爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
哪一个人对爱不自私不奢望
我不要你的承诺不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
最怕你把沉默当作对我的回答
原來你什麼都不要.
you were the only face I'd ever known
i was the light from the lamp on the floor
and only as bright as you wanted me to be
but, I am no gentleman, I can be a prick
and I do regret more than I admit
you have been followed back to the same place
it was the only place I'd never known
turned off the light on my way out the door
i will be watching wherever you go
through the eyes of a fly on the wall
you have been followed back to the same place
i sat with you drink for drink
take the pain out of love and then love won't exist
everything we had; is no longer there.
take a bow, the night is over
this masquerade is getting older
lights are low, the curtain's down
there's no one here
say your lines, but do you feel them?
do you mean what you say
when there's no one around?
watching you, watching me; one lonely star
i've always been in love with you
i guess you've always known it's true
you took my love for granted
why oh why?
the show is over say goodbye
make them laugh, it comes so easy
when you get to the part
where your breaking my heart
hide behind your smile
all the world loves a clown
wish you well, I cannot stay
you deserve an award for the role that you play
no more masquerade
you're one lonely star
all the world is a stage
and everyone has their part
but how was I to know which way the story would go?
how was I to know you'd break you'd break my heart?
don't fight the feeling relax
oh child the knots are in your back
cause you've been holding on
i can only feel you when you're reaching out
i'll talk you through memories
just keep breathing with me
it's time to hold my hand
and walk into the revolution
when there's no-one to touch
and you've been thinking too much
you only hurt yourself when it's all about ;retribution
i see the pain in your face
and you're paying rent for the space
it's time to lead you on come on into the revolution
when you can't keep on keeping on
and everything you lean upon is all but gone
everybody falls sometimes but love shines on
with love in your eyes and a flame in your heart
gonna find yourself some resolution
a million miles with one step
and you'll find yourself yet
when you're walking with the revolution
love lingers on you're just feeling it wrong
i know you're tired but when it's time to sleep
you're gone forever
make friends with your past
then you can leave it at last
it's time to find yourself in your revolution
time and tide's on your side
there's no need to hide
i feel your pain
don't talk to me about evolution
a million miles with one stare
and you'll find yourself there
when i'm walking with the revolution
give me one reason to stay here; and i'll turn my back around
Friday, August 07, 2009 @1:40 AM
only, almost here.
it's been a long time. really long time
did I hear you right?
cause i thought you said,
Lets think it over.
you have been my life,
and i never planned,
growing old without you.
shadows bleeding through the light,
where the love once shined so bright,
came without a reason.
don't let go on us tonight,
love's not always black and white,
why haven't i always loved you?
and when I need you
you're almost here
and i know that's, not enough.
and when I'm with you,
i'm close to tears,
cause you're only almost here.
i would change the world,
if i had a chance,
oh won't you let me.
treat me like a child,
throw your arms around me,
oh please protect me.
bruised and battered by your words,
dazed and shattered now it hurts.
oh haven't I always loved you?
i don't know why, i don't know how
my mind is filled with you.
i miss you and i really do
my heart tells me to talk to you;
but my mind tells me not to.
&&
i love wmej
only, almost; here.
