Saturday, July 04, 2009 @10:52 PM
3 more days !
and it's kinda dumb when someone tries to match-make you with a stranger. not once, not twice, not thrice but like 5 times. lol you can slowly try and never succeed cause i vowed never ever again i would try get into a relationship. after all i tried my best, giving my all and all i got was probably shit for nothing. hahah. so thank you and good bye.
sometimes i wonder how you do it.
how can you sit back and watch yourself hurt someone so bad and not feel any guilt.
you say things to me, about me, or behind me.
and you still look at me the same way.
with those eyes searching for the answers inside me.
you want to know everything.
you want to know how i feel
and if i am truly hurting inside.
you just have to ask.
and i’ll tell you.
i’ll tell you that you were the one who i gave my all for.
you were the one who took my heart and locked it.
and in the end,
you took that heart and you shredded it to pieces.
you could have just ripped it in half.
then it would be easier to put back together.
but instead,
you tore it.
piece by piece you shredded it.
and no one can fix it.
i am now just an empty void.
there is no desire to want to love again.
because now there is only the fear of ruining
what i have tried so hard to build up
no stupid love song can describe how i feel
sometimes the words other people say
are never good enough or real
no one will ever know how i'm feeling today
i put my hopes up way too high
i thought you'd feel the same way
now all i need to not do is cry
because tears won't take the pain away
for a moment i thought you knew
for a moment i thought you cared
for a moment i thought you meant "I love you"
for a moment i thought you appreciated the love we shared
what do you know anyway?
you're just a girl
have your fun today
and tomorrow make me cry
i'll fake my smile
i'll say i'm okay
i'll be happy for a while
and be dead inside
i kept on calling you sweet
little did I know
your love is the one thing i can't beat
i just can't seem to let you go
you make me feel like such a fool
i don’t want to love you
why did love have to be so cruel
why is there nothing that i can do
love can sometimes be great
that's something i cannot deny
but when it turns into hate
she won't be just "another girl"
she'll be the girl that broke you into pieces
she'll be the girl that made you a mess
she'll be the love that slowly ceases
after you finally confess
listening to that song
makes me feel like the stupidest guy alive
it made me realise that what i felt was wrong
because i won't get you no matter how much i strive
love is dead, wait; it was never there.
