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Melancholy...
Monday, June 22, 2009 @2:08 AM

not once did he expect this to happen.
never in his wildest dream that he have fallen,
to a girl who wasn’t his princess charming
it must been your sweetness that melt his heart
or your gentle smile could be the start.
whatever the reason for him to feel this way
one thing he knows, this strange feeling grows stronger everyday
every now and then he wakes up dreaming
that he can be your guy, not just a friend
then reality broke him into pieces
it wounded him bad as it came to his senses.
that you belong to someone else
and he's left alone with all this heartaches
a few might have a clue
a few knows the pain he had been through
they can’t guess the sleepless nights.
his friends see him smiling and laughing
yet deep inside there’s no place for denying.
he knows he have to surrender and let go
at least to cease and ease the misery
sleepless nights; a tormented mind.
full of broken thoughts; he cannot repair
beneath th stains of time; th feeling disappears
it was all too sudden; he thought a miracle would happen
but he was to blame for falling for you
what this boy can give you was his heart
probably that was enough for you
feelings fully devoted; then painfully rejected
did he not even deserve a chance
perhaps you treated him like a fool




sweetest addiction; countless contradictions.



angels fall from th sky; stitched-face as they fall into their graves.

about him;

brian lin shixian, 21051990 acs junior,acs barker, SHATEC DCS 408B !
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