we're getting further away; from what we never had

Monday, June 22, 2009 @2:08 AM

not once did he expect this to happen.
never in his wildest dream that he have fallen,
to a girl who wasn’t his princess charming
it must been your sweetness that melt his heart
or your gentle smile could be the start.
whatever the reason for him to feel this way
one thing he knows, this strange feeling grows stronger everyday
every now and then he wakes up dreaming
that he can be your guy, not just a friend
then reality broke him into pieces
it wounded him bad as it came to his senses.
that you belong to someone else
and he's left alone with all this heartaches
a few might have a clue
a few knows the pain he had been through
they can’t guess the sleepless nights.
his friends see him smiling and laughing
yet deep inside there’s no place for denying.
he knows he have to surrender and let go
at least to cease and ease the misery
sleepless nights; a tormented mind.
full of broken thoughts; he cannot repair
beneath th stains of time; th feeling disappears
it was all too sudden; he thought a miracle would happen
but he was to blame for falling for you
what this boy can give you was his heart
probably that was enough for you
feelings fully devoted; then painfully rejected
did he not even deserve a chance
perhaps you treated him like a fool

sweetest addiction; countless contradictions.

angels fall from th sky; stitched-face as they fall into their graves.

Friday, June 05, 2009 @8:53 PM

your fingertips across my skin
the palm trees swaying in the wind 
images
The sweetest sadness in your eyes 
clever trick
i'd never want to see you unhappy 
i thought you'd want the same for me 
goodbye my almost lover 
goodbye my hopeless dream 
i'm trying not to think about you 
can't you just let me be
so long my luckless romance 
my back is turned on you 
i should have known you'd bring me heartache
almost lovers always do 
i cannot go to the ocean 
i cannot walk the streets at night 
i cannot wake up in the morning without you on my mind
so you're gone and i'm haunted 
and i'll bet you are just fine
did i make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?




it's hard holding you, loving you; losing you.

Monday, June 01, 2009 @9:44 PM

it's funny when you find yourself looking from the outside.
i'm standing here but all i want is to be over there.
why did i let myself believe miracles could happen.
because now i have to pretend that i don't really care.
i thought you were my fairytale, a dream when i'm not sleeping.
a wish upon a star that's coming true.
but everybody else could tell, that i confused my feelings with the truth.
now i know you're not a fairytale and dreams were meant for sleeping.
and wishes on a star just don't come true.
because now even i can tell that i confused my feelings with the truth.
because i liked the view, when there was me and you.
i can't believe that i could be so blind.
it's like you were floating while i was falling and i didn't mind.
because i liked the view.
i thought you felt it too.
when there was me and you.



people; will always make a lover feel a fool.