Saturday, February 14, 2009 @2:40 AM
i'm feeling enraged and at th same time lousy now. i coughed out blood like a lot of times tonight. if i get a cancer of some sort i swear; i'm going to commit suicide. i don't want t be a burden t myself and my family.
so th saying still stays th same. th good will never beget good. th bad will never beget bad. you will not really reap what you sow. sometimes; you may put in a 100% effort into something that you do but end up getting nothing back. yes; sometimes some things its nt th matter of getting something back.
so is it my fault that somebody else that offended you is a guy and at th same time i'm also a guy. i was just trying t help and th least u could do was t give me an attitude.well fk that i've had enough. you treat me as a brother? hah i doubt u even treated me as a friend. you've been hurt; i've been hurt too. i'm gna be real this time. really real this time.
yeah it's my fault tht i was foolish enough t even listen t what u said. t even believe what u said was true. yeah like what some people said maybe you just treated me like a spare tyre after all. i did not want t ever believe that. but facts had proved me right. when you act like nothing ever happened it really hurt me. yeah it's my fault fr taking a liking on you; fr even loving you and existing in your life.
i really gave my heart out fr you although i know very well that nothing would change th relationship between us. all th things you've said still stayed in my head till this date and well i think it doesn't really matter t u after all. maybe you even forgotten what you said.hahah. i was a complete fool fr you and too bad fr me yeah.
yeah guys should jump down cos its their fault all th time right? even though he gave his 100% for you. all guys are bad all of them hurt girls' hearts. hurt them by giving their all fr th girl he likes; th girl he loves. guys are all just th same aft all eh. how bout maybe
THINK AGAIN? think about what you've done t th person and how did u hurt th person. your actions and everything else you do or say before you even pass a judgement on guys. its nt really our fault all th time; yeah it is cos we are so stupid t even like you; oh actually its just maybe me.
friends? nahhh dont even think that word existed between us. this time will be th last time i do something fr you. i do not feel like saying anything anymore. it does nt matter at all; anymore.
you've hurt me bad; but i wont shed a tear.
