wooooooooo.2nd night without sleep. i love it. i'm like shagged t th max.but somehow i just cant get t sleep.
i've been constantly dosing off in class. and thats not GOOD? this is supposed t be a term that i aim fr straight As and i'm sleeping in class.okay i'm gna stop this nonsense and put 110% concentration in class from next week onwards.fresh week t a fresh start.hopefully it happens or else i'm screwed.ohwells i think i've gotta stop my emocore activities soon.real soon.5 packs 1 day; gosh i'm so gna die young. woooooooooo i love it.
past 2 days i covered 17km in jogging and 250 sit-ups. i dont even noe how i did it but i just did it. maybe it was perserverance; maybe it was something else. i dont know why am i pushing myself so hard t achieve this target.ohwells anws it was time that i did something about my weight.heh. c'mon 85 by mid-feb !
it really hurts; and it hurts real real baddd.i was so foolish t think that maybe for one second you actually cared.i just hope to sleep and never awaken. nothing left in this world could replace what you have taken.
i'm trying my hardest; and the hardest part is letting go