we're getting further away; from what we never had

Saturday, January 10, 2009 @5:02 AM

no matter what i do, all think about; is you.

i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if you have to leave,i wish that you would just leave
cause your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal;this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
you used to captivate me by your resonating light
now I'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away; all the sanity in me

夜里有风,风里有我,我拥有什么?
云跟风说,风跟我说,我能向谁说?
不想从前,不谈未来,我为谁等待?
不要你懂,不怕人说,让爱随风沉默
为你付出着一切;如今换来你的反背
从今以后甭相找;是你害我这呢狼狈
除了想你,除了爱你,我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记整理心情我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过,你在敷衍我; 一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心;无力继续
这感情;不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑;不值得我爱过你
这种回忆;不值得我提起
不值得想起;不值得哭泣
这段感情;早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你;不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心;放弃爱你.

we're getting further away; from what we never had.

&& afterall it never ever meant anything to you.