Friday, January 16, 2009 @12:26 AM
i dont know what i'm doing; it's been a long while ever since i was in th lost state. there's really so much t say but so little to type. this sweet madness is just getting out of control. i'm feeling gooooooooooooooooooooooooooood now. i just realised i spent $320 just on ciggies th past 2 1/2 weeks. emocore sessions are too costly =((( ohwells gotta save money so that i can get my temporary release.
and yes ah i lost weight ! wooooooooooo. 105-94. thats 11kgs. wooooooo.
i guess this term will be a term that i completely bury myself with school work and my gymming routine. i dont even know is this a motivation or is this a form of escaping. maybe i really need this sweet escape; but how long can i run away? i need some form of release and unfortunately i still have not found it.
your lies; my alibisit has always been a dream and will always be one; that never comes true.