Saturday, January 24, 2009 @12:56 AM
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ! emocore mood have t be over soon. th temporary source of release is really costly. so costly that im on th verge of having problems t settle my meals everyday.ohwells.
now my whole body's like aching and i'm like having pains everywhere. perhaps i might have overworked myself or smth. but i'm still gna preservere and carry on with my programme.
past 2 days of school was enjoyable yet tiring. all th nonsense we did in class. i did nt have th mood t go school. i was practically dragging myself t school everyday. somehow i lost th 'brian lin' in me and i'm like zombie now. i have no idea what i wna blog already. i'm soooooo gna have a mental breakdown soon. it hurts so much that it surpasses physical pain.
now look where you are; you're in my heart&& now i don't know what to do, or rather; there's nothing i can do