Wednesday, December 10, 2008 @1:13 AM
wooooooo. im feeling oh so good now. im like having fever and im waterfalling like nobody's business.
等待,我随时随地在等待;做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问;这是爱
我猜你早就想要说明白我觉得自己好失败
我愿意改变;重新再来一遍
我无法只是普通朋友;感情已那么深叫我怎么能收手?
但你说: 'i only want to be your friend' 做个朋友
我在你心中只是 just a friend; 不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白但我给你的爱暂时收不回来 so i 我不能只是 be your friend
明知不该去想;不能去想偏又想到迷惘
是谁让我心酸谁让我牵挂是你啊
我爱你是多么清楚多么坚固的信仰
我爱你是多么温暖多么勇敢的力量
我爱你是来自灵魂来自生命的力量
我不管心多伤,不管爱多慌,不管别人怎么想;爱是一种信仰.
its never possible t compromise between both a friendship and a relationship.
so why say i want you to be happy and follow your heart when things will always be th same? do you ever know by doing that you make me even more confused? follow my heart and it'll never go wrong? i followed my heart and everything went wrong. seeing your post that you wont ever have feelings back shattered my heart. i mean is there even a point saying t follow my heart if nth's gna change?well i ain't gna continue fooling myself anymore thinking tht theres a chance anymore cause aft all why wait fr somebody whos nt even there? why even bother asking whether you still hold that special place in my heart when it doesnt really matter after all?but i just wan t let u noe u will always hv tht special place in my heart. i really dont know what more t say at this point of time when everything seems so gloomy.
everyday you take time out to listen to me.you talk to me, smile at me, laugh with me, and have fun with me.well, I talk, smile and laugh too, but inside I'm hurting.Deep down it hurts to be with you because I love you and you are only a friend.th hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up. moving on is simple,it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult. I may regret the way we ended, but I will never regret what we had.
part of loving someone is learning to let go and this time its really time t let go. no matter how much its gna hurt me i'm gna act as if i'm okay and move on. i just gna pretend that nth's happened t me and pretend tht everything is alright even though its not. it's gna be hard doing it but im still going t do it cause aft all tht is th most i can do fr u frm now on.i really hate doing this and i really wished tht i didnt choose this path but i dont wan any confusion any further. i can wait fr u as long as it takes but would it even make a wee bit of difference? if the end of it all, my heart would just be broken. i think i would rather try to forget you and me sharing the same feelings and if the end of it all i'd see myself waiting for someone who is not even there, i'd rather forget my love for you, even if it would hurt me so. wait wait wait! you didnt even share th same feelings after all. hahah. aft all i was just a fool for you. given time i'll forget but its gna take quite a while. may be days may be weeks may be months. i dont know.aft much confusion, thoughts & consideration. its time t go & let go.
&&i'm still loving you =(
i was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that th mended whole was as good as new.what is broken is broken and i'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as i lived.你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我; 一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心无力继续
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃;早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
我决定不为你而毁了心;放弃爱你&& there is a time for departure even when there's no certain place to go
how can I lose something that I never had?
