Monday, December 01, 2008 @12:28 AM
heyheyhey !
im back to blogging cause i have nothing better to do besides work now.
wooo its been a long time since i've ever blog cos im either too lazy or im too tired.so yeah here it goes.
th past one month a lot things had happened.
th stupid hdb still wants t take back the flat and that SUCKS?well i really do not know in what way i can help my family. i really dont know. im like a lost of what to do now?well fuck that if th time comes i may just go crazy,IMH CRAZY.woooooooo.
hahah now coming to school.ec's like next week ! omgomgomg! its like so fast la my god.im like so nervous and like so worried abt it la my god. its like th biggest event tht we've been planning fr so long is finally coming.now its like most of th preparation fr it has been done and we are waiting fr th actual day. well we shall see whats gna happen fr tht day.
i'm actually at a lost of what t do. really at a lost of what t do. maybe the 'like' had turned into love. its like i dont know man th feelings just keeps getting stronger. sometimes i dont know how t love a person and most importantly love you. its like sometimes i dunno how express my feelings or maybe i just overdo it.i really do not know what i can do to make u feel better. when u cried on th phone it really hurts me and made me feel damn helpless cos i cant even do a single bit fr you. if by stepping out will make you feel better and less troubled i would just do that cos i cant bear t see u cry. i'll do whatever it takes just to see you happy. maybe it was a mistake to even say that i like you. now that th like has turned into love i really dont know whats gna happen frm now on. but even if my heart should break,you'd be th best mistake i've made. well i dont know what to do and what t say.theres like so i wna say but words cant seem t come out of my mouth when i wna say it.ohwells.
&I REALLY LOVE YOU WONG MIN'ER, JOLYNNyou say hello;inside i'm screaming i love youyou talk t him; and it burns me like th suni talk t me; but you can hear th pain i feel. you dont know& i only wished that there was more than that; about me and youwell i think i shall stop blogging here.i dont know what to post anymore.
