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Melancholy...
Wednesday, October 24, 2007 @10:18 PM

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it ok
There's always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release Memory seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless
And maybe I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
Oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here !

its been one week plus since ahkong left.bt everytime wen i see his picture,i wil just start crying.its just nt brian lin t cry,bt i cant hold bak my tears.all the memories all the good n bad tht ive gone thru wif my grandpa.i really miss him.really fucking badly.i really do.i dunno who t confide in n i dunno who t talk to.sometimes i just feel like giving up everything n just go accompany him.now wen hes gone i finally realise hw impt he is t me.i really regret nt taking him out wen i culd n not talking t him more often.i really wna do alotta things wif him bt unfortunately i can now or in the future.i just feel empty without him now, im just... haiz i oso dunno wad t type.

i shall end my post today here.

zhaos.

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brian lin shixian, 21051990 acs junior,acs barker, SHATEC DCS 408B !
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