Monday, August 27, 2007 @8:49 PM
hi all.today was like any other day.except fr one thing.
today was th day tht th doctors said im gna lose my grandfather soon forever.
he suffering from lung cancer.n unfortunately we dont know what stage is it.cuz maybe if th doctors were to conduct a test he wuld oso go away.n they did an x-ray th found tht th tumour had spreaded into a large area.at tis moment im at a lost fr words.i dunno wad t say i dunno wad t do.th doctors said tht why dun we dun waste money on conducting any tests cuz it wuld bring him more misery n we shud just let him leave peacefully.
finally he can have a proper rest fr th rest of his life.doesnt need t work or do anything anymore.he can finally go to another paradise.bt unfortunately i wont be able t accompany him in th near future.n i wont be able to see him fr long long time soon.
i dont wna lose him bt i gotta let him go soon.i hate to do it bt it has a come t a time tht he has to move on t another chapter in his life.
i feel like talking t someone at this moment bt den again i dun feel like doing anything.arghhh fuck.
alrites i shall stop here fr nw.i dun wna carry on cuz it hurts nw.
