Wednesday, March 07, 2007 @12:29 PM
HELLOS!!finally aft a long long shithead time.bamm i am posting!hahah bt at isaac's hse.
well past few wks of school had been quite boring bt hahahah its ok.
certain things happened made me feel damn fucked up.like my grandfather as usual giving th useless son of his money.omg its like aiyah i oso dunno wad t say la.tis fucker last time fucking whacked my grandfather cuz he wanted money t take drugs.wtf la.i dunno wad t say la.tis grandfather treats me really really well.bt sometimes his thinking is really OFF.i cant bear t see him like waste his money on a useless fucker like his son.i rather he spend his money of 4d or wadever fuckshit.FUCK!aiyah wad t do life's juz like tht.
so basically wad ive been doin th past month is like wow boring.studying,rugby,studying laning n yeah.bt at least sometimes wen i spend time wif my frens its quite nice.enjoyable n yeah.
coming t th topic on frens.recently just found out tht one very fucking close fren of mine which i regard as a younger brother has really changed like fuck.n nt only tht he has joined a gang.fucking disappointed in him.its really uncalled fr n wad he said was like yeah he really wanted t join.isit tht fun being a gangster?i expected him t drift frm us again wen he went t yuhua bt i didnt expect tis drastic change within a short month!words cant describe hw disappointed n sad n at th same time hw angry i am.sometimes i blame myself fr nt being stern enough wif him bt den again its nt my failt cause i oredy had tried my fucking BEST t help him.since he wanted t change skul til nw.its like haiz.his parents too.just some fucked up things th school said abt us their viewpoint of us has changed 360degrees. they can like u noe say oh we are th older brothers n we are good ppl wadever fuckshit den aftr tht they think we are th fucking bad influence t his son.fucking hell we didnt even do anything n fucking hell he had turned fr th worst since he changed school t ymca.nw im really at a lost fr words t say.all th trust had been lost.BAM!hai.well i do nt wan t tok abt him anymore.fucking tiring.WHERE'S THE SHAUN CHUA IVE KNOWN?!well i shall stop here nw cause i oso dunno wad t say.so yeah.anws hellos!
ciaoboats!
briann'
