Monday, December 18, 2006 @10:44 AM
sian damn long nvr blog.wanted t blog at casey's hse bt phaaaap his internet explorer kept fucking up so yeah.
ok so lets start wif thurs
thurs
basically stayed home th whole day watched movies slack n had some deep thoughts.was quite somehow meaningful day bt yeah.so yeah watched windstruck n teared cuz th movie was quite touching.den yeah slacked slacked watched movie n yeah.den msned til like 11 plus den casey asked me whether i wna go fishing class wif him so yalah ive gt nth t do n yeah i wna spend more time wif my frens so yeah wen t his hse.chionged fr th last bus n yeah reached casey's hse.yat was oso there n yeah casey had t stay home n accompany his mom so greg,yatty n their father wen changi den casey n i slacked jacked.casey den wen t sleep den i ATTEMPTED t blog at casey's hse bt phaaaap keept getting some fucked up error frm IE den fuck it gave up n den d/led o2jam n play til like 6 plus den his father came n pick us up.f
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so we chionged t changi makaned breakfast den saw BAPOKS.wah cb fucking hell early morning kena tis kind of thing.hahahah.makan nasi lemak i was fucking good n yeah.so after tht wen t changi beach club there,greg they all knockout oredy.hahah all sleeping arnd den they woke up den makan den wen bak t slp haha.arnd 9 plus th kids came.hahah they are damn cute la.fucking funny so taught them hw t crab n shit.did tht til like 1 plus 2 den wen t th hawker center t makan lunch.after tht wen t training,me n xw were fucking late la.den phaaaap tio physical,sian 1/2.hahah gotta say my stamina fucking sucks.after training wen t town t meet casey n th rest at monster cue played a few games of pool den wen t slackden wen dome meet t go see th rest.played o2 jam den wen t bali hse t meet cam n ter.ter treated me a jug hw nice of him.heheh.at bali hse casey was behaving abnormally was quite worried fr him.well anws wen home after tht felt quite fucked up too.reached home bathed msned fr awhile den cant tank den wen t slp. sat.woke up like at 1 plus den called ppl here n there t go out den phaaap most ppl stil sleeping or working.after tht arnd 4 plus casey called back den we decided t go alex's hse.delayed here n there den arnd 730 plus we reached his hse.dinner was gd n yeah quite a lotta funny things happened there.after tht we did th usual things we normally do n wen up slacked tok cock n played wif his ps3.it only hd one game bt it was quite fun hahah.after tht was deciding wheetyher t go home or not den phaaaap decided fr a stayover den asking was successful!stayed over den everybody knockout arnd 3 plus.so i was at his comp playing dota n o2jam!heh.did tht til like th morning arnd 8 plus den cant tank den phaaaap slept.i swear his air-con is fucking cold la,was like freezing n yeah.sunday.
woke up at like arnd 11 plus,slacked den left his hse n wen t town.xw wanted t makan lunch den phaaaap after tht nvr n he wen home.so casey n i had some talks n yeah it was quite ermmmm hw t say.hahah i oso dunno hw t say.after tht wen t monster t play pool den wen t th footcourt t makan n casey kena cheated,wtf la one plate of indian rice 7 dollars.after tht wen t dome played 1v1s den phaaaap zhaoboat.den wen meridien talk again,talked til like 6 plus den wen home cuz my mother was quite worried so yeah.on th way home had alotta thoughts going through my brain n yeah.reached home,bathed den msned.after tht talked on th phone wif shaun n casey den phaaap talk t shaun den cant tank den wen t sleep.
today.woke up den yeah decided t blog n its like 5 more hrs t my result.feeling quite sian n nervous dunno whether am i gna hv one more yr in barker or wd.hope fr th best n expect th worse.
well fr th girl i like i oso hv alotta mixed feelings.i like her alot bt stil aiyah.i oso dunno.hoping fr th best n expecting th worse la.i dunno why do i like her so much,maybe its juz something wrong wif me.its like without fail almost every hour i wuld think of her.its damn stupid la i wna erase tis kind of thoughts frm my brain.i dunno why tis girl outta so many girls hv been on my mind fr th longest time.sounds retarded bt yeah.kinda wna get together wif her bt kinda dun wan oso.dunno why bt yeah i hv my reasons.hv many thoughts gg through my mind nw.i myself dunno why i like her so much.haiz.
well well so fast 18th of december has come.didnt expect it t arrive so fast.2 months again i stil tot it was a damn long time bt within a flash its oredy th day i hv t collect my results.thinking abt it its quite sian n yeah.thinking abt tht we hv t split up its really quite fucked up.really hope tis dun happen!i dun wan our grp t split up.if i were t leave barker today i wuld miss all th times i enjoyed wif them be it inside skul or outside,all th prank calls we made,stupid stuff we do.good or bad times.bt facts are facts n we gotta move on.i noe thts nt gg t be possible bt i stil hope fr it.thinking abt leaving my frens really makes me tear.im like crying while im typing tis.cant really t leave my frens bt stil.well its another 5 more hrs n yeah juz gotta wait til tht time t come.
