Wednesday, December 13, 2006 @11:14 PM
okays hellos didnt noe wd t write juz nw n yeah gna post nw.
so yeah listened music n slacked til like 1 plus den wanted t go meet greg den phaaaap dun nd oredy so after tht slacked again watched some videos .den after tht watched some movies n casey cant tank n wen t sleep.after like 30mins i oso cant tank n oso wen t sleep.after tht woke up like 9 plus den makaned dinner den sent casey off n yeah bak here.
so yeah thinking abt it long n hard really really long n hard these past few wks.although i hv oredy made up my mind bt i stil dunno why i stil like her so much.isit juz tht im despo or wd?i really wan t control my feelings bt i cant.its like everytime i try nt t tink of her n suddenly she wuld juz pop-out in my mind.its damn silly n i wna erase tht kind of thoughts.having many stupid dreams n yeah thinking tht we culd be together.wishing i culd be th one taking care of her bt stil noeing its nt going t be fucking possible.wen wil these kind of thoughts get outta my head?!its damn silly of me t post abt tis bt if i dun i oso hv no where else t let it out so yeah.so fast december 18th 2006 is approaching.fr some of us it may be th last yr in barker.n i tink im one of them.thinking abt tht times we misbehave in class n all th fun really brings back fond memories.sometimes i wish tht all of us can juz make it bt yeah tht wuldnt be possible.all of th times we had be it quarrels,arguments,leparking,playing lan,fishing etc all of em has a differnt memories t be remember.stupid things tht happened tht made of us laugh n as together as a grp.i dun wan tis t be th last yr i hv in barker bt i dun tink i wil make it n yeah.thinking of all these memories really makes me feel damn sad cuz tht thought of us splitting up is damn sad.im sure all these times we had be it good or bad wil be etched deeply in our memories n i hope tht after monday we'll stil be as close as nw or even better closer.alriteys i shall stop here gotta do some thinking.
tk care all.
-briann'
