Wednesday, December 13, 2006 @11:46 AM
havent been blogging th past few days.quite tired n yeah hv been quite busy wif some stuff so yeah shall post nw cuz i juz came bak frm th chalet.
monday.alriteys woke up at like 7 bathed den wen t my mom's stall did th same things n yeah.left her stall arnd 1 den took a bus t police academy.den phaaaap alighted at th wrong bus-stop den walked th wrong way.hahah den took another bus t th correct entrance n yeah saw th ruggers there.so yeah xw n helmy oso came fr training after much persuasion hahah.so yeah trained here n there den training ended arnd 4 plus.so wen town t meet casey n shaun at meridien.finally saw shaun chua tht bugger.stil hasnt changed much n hes stil his old self.den slacked fr awhile den cheng,zaad n nickloh left.so we talk cock den aftr tht wen t hotel lobby fr awhile den we left fr home.so yeah helmy casey n shaun followed me home n we slacked fr awhile den helmy left den arnd 8 plus 9 we wen t th chalet.reached there found th chalet fucking miserable bt stil acceptable.so yeah slacked n slacked talk cock played cards n yeah.didn some card readings fr ppl n yeah.after tht casey shaun n i had a talk regarding some things.was quite a short time bt yeah.casey was quite down cuz of some matters n culdnt really help him.so we talked cock n talked cock den i slept fr like 30mins den woke up n left fr rugby.tuesday.left fr rugby n yeah met helmy at th mrt n we wen straight t acsi.so yeah aj was there alone n soon after tht th team came.so after some warm-up n stuff th match started.at th second minute we scored a try bt unfortunately we missed th conversion.n den acsi scored like 5 mins b4 half-time n they were leading 7-5.second half i wen in n yeah played.th acsi fuckers played fucking dirty bt hahahah i oso played dirty.so yeah aftr tht my boots tore n asked coach t sub.coach den thought i was too tired or injured den didnt let me play.so i borrowed elton's boots n asked him whether i culd play again den he asked me t ask jon who i sub.den end up tht motherfucker didnt n yeah.so only played like 10mins.th referee was oso a motherfucker cb biased fuck.it was like a one-sided match cuz of th advantages he gave th acsi team.so yeah end up we lost th match 10-14.if we hadnt played conversions we wuld hv drawn.it was a good match n yeah we improved frm nyjc's game n played a much much better game. so after tht xw helmy n i wen t holland v t makan n after tht took a mrt home.wen home bathed den straightaway slept.so yeah slept frm like5 plus til seven.woke up there was like 10-20 missed calls den i was like oh jialat liao.hahah so after tht called helmy cuz he wanted t go t th chalet den he came my hse t slack n slacked t like 9 plus den wen t downtown east t meet xw.aft tht wen t th chalet n they were bbqing n yeah.after tht played cards again den celebrated donovan's n randall's bday.after tht th bbq screwed up big time n we had carbon sausages,chicken wings etc.hahah damn funny.jj all those decided t go walk walk bt i was too tired n didnt hv t mood t den yeah slept.wed.woke up washed up den yeah slacked den cleared up den checked out.so yeah wen home n casey is in my hse nw sleeping.n yeah im here blogging nth else i can really do.i shall blog tonight again n yeah.things nw are quite fucked up n yeah somethings tht i cant really say bt its very fucked up.liking th girl so very much bt noeing its nt fucking possible.took a step out n yeah things are nt looking gd nw.sometimes i wish i culd kil myself cuz im too fucking stupid.aiyah wd t do.wish tht i can like stop liking her bt i cant juz seem to.time is wd i nd nw n yeah.gotta cool down n shit.n lvls results is juz like 5 days away.im afraid i cant make it bt if i really cant i wuld oso hv t face it.somethings are also nt solved n its quite troubling.alrites i oso dunno wd t say gotta go do some self thinking again.alriteys guys time t ciaoboats dunno wd t do nw.
tk care all.
-briann'
