Thursday, November 23, 2006 @10:51 PM
thursday oredy.
well well today's oredy thurs damn fast la.time really passes very fast.i had oredy completed my part time n yeah bak t helping my mom at th stall.nw as usual looking fr more part-time.tryin t help tis family as much as possible.haiz sian
so today did th same thing blah blah blah.bt business hasnt been good at all.in fact it has been bad.fucking bad.cant even cover up costs n we're losing money again.its really quite sian t see tht juz as wen i tot tht things were gg t change fr th better it suddenly juz came t a halt.i oso dunno wd t do nw.things are really bad nw.sian1/2.so yeah afternoon continued t practise holding th wok n stuff.den yeah slacked n slacked den yeah time t go home.i oso dunno whether i shud head tis path tht i dun wna walk,although its gna ruin my future bt as long as u provides me money fast i dun mind.i really dunno whr i'll head t.my mind nw is really in a whirl.i really dunno whr im gg la.feeling damn helpless nw n fucked up la.th person i like nw is oso goin thru quite a few problems.i noe i can help her n wna be th one t stand by her n lend her a shoulder wen she nds one bt i noe its nt gg t come tht we'll be together.th more i help her th more i seem t like her.so i decided nt to cuz i dun wan t put myself into a deeper hole.hopefully she'll be able t get through it la.i oso dunno wd t say t myself la.im gg t try forget abt her.i noe its goin t be hard bt stil yeah.so im gna stop here so seeya folks another time.
-ciaoboats
briann'
