Thursday, November 23, 2006 @12:04 AM
ok back t blogging again.rather sian nw.past few days nvr blog was too tired t.
alrites shall start on monday.ermmm wen t th stall as usual den did th same thing again den wen t town t caseygreg's hse den wen t ttsh t visit his grandma n den wen t kovan.played a few games of dota.den elvin wen home wif me den was supposed t ton somewhr bt as usual it got screwed up n yeah so talk cock wif him til 3 plus den wen t slp as we had t go t skul n do CIP.so yeah tuesday elvin had a hard time waking me up i delayed like 1 hr plus den met up wif xw at pasir ris den wen t skul.den started doin wif xianwen elvin leo n yatty.do like 1hr plus den greg dhar n jia came.so we splitted up den me greg jia wen t one room.den blasted th music like siao den i was singing some hokkien song den phaaap mrs. xiao was behind me felt damn malu la.ohwells so yeah cleaned n cleaned den wen t town t play a few games of dota den yeah slacked n slacked.den was deciding t go MOS anot cuz jiayi culd giv us free tickets. was quite sian abt it den yeah slack slack think think fr awhile den yeah slacked fr awhile den decided nt t pangseh xw den wen t weihoe's hse.
before stepping into his hse his dog rushed out n barked like siao la.was quite scared lol bt after awhile th dog kept quiet.after tht we wen down played some soccer til ppl upstairs asked us t stop.perspired like fuck la was like dripping wet den dried up n walked t th coffeeshop t hv supper den saw some guailan nerds.wanted t tio wif them bt greg asked me t stop so yeah didnt in th end.so yeah den cam called me.hahah fun fun.told her i was at MOS cuz i tot she didnt go out den phaaap she was there.so i told her i was in th club n was dancing.hahaha den passed th phone t casey n casey said tht we were on a vip table n was at th north entrance n had a lampost sign called lorong liput.den couldnt tank n then laughed den she was like fuckin furious n yeah den hanged up.so after awhile we wen bak up bathed den casey n i wen t th staircase as we couldnt smoke in his hse.so two of us talked n talked frm like 2 plus til like 4 plus.didnt nw we talked so long la.had a good talk shared both of our family problems,he didnt noe some of th things n yeah.den greg came out den oso talked t him fr awhile den yeah we oso shared both of our problems.den talked n talked den jia n isaac came.den yeah stopped cuz we didnt wan many ppl t noe abt it n wanted t keep it t ourselves.so yeah talk cock fr awhile den wen bak t th hse took a 30min nap den left wif casey.den took a cab sent him home den talked on th way t his hse.he was fucking worried abt whether he was gna retain.told him nt t be so pessimistic cuz theres always some1 lousier than him which is me.so yeah asked him t rest a few hours n nt t tink so much n charge up some energy t tok t lao ng later in th morning.so yeah den i headed home den immediately had t leave fr th market den did th same thing again etc.so called yeah msged casey n wished him all th best.den he msged me bak"gime a cal before i die"so yeah called him den he told me tht he retained,fr a moment was fucking shocked den he said fuck u n he promoted!seeing him promote makes me feel happy.bt den it shows me hw useless am i.well well.den after lunch was too tired n juz slept on th table slept til like 7 plus.den woke up hv dinner den wen home.den slacked watched tv den yeah blogging n chatting online nw.dunno wd time im gna sleep.so yeah im stil thinking of her at tis point of time.aiyah dunno wd t say la really feel fucking stupid la.like her so much bt everytime i see her i got nth t say.sian la.n yeah dunno why i stil like her noeing so many times tht its nt gg t be possible.dunno la sian la.wah!I REALLY DO LIKE HER LA!sian la fuck la.got alot of tots gg on in my mind nw.knn sian1/2 oso dunno wd t do nw la.father as usual giving my mom problems.feel like ending his fucking miserable life n end all of our miseries.den hv t wait almost a month more til th n lvl results come out.really scared tht i cant make it bt stil yeah expecting th worse n hoping fr th best.wonder whether 2006 wuld be my last yr in barker or wd.if i leave i wuld really miss all my frens there.hopefully i can make it ba.dunno whr i'll end up after dec18.really feeling damn fuckedup nw.haiz.den oso dunno wen wil things improve fr my family.thinking t walk a path tht i asked my frens nt t walk before alot of times.its gna be stupid n ruining my future bt as long as it makes quick n fast bucks fr my family i dun mind.ok i shall end here today.gotta sleep so yeah.-ciaoboats=)
