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Melancholy...
Wednesday, November 15, 2006 @12:25 AM

NOV 14th

so fast time passes n today is nov 14th.which means tis is th day tht almost all of my hse furniture has been taken away by th bank.things tht werent supposed t be taken away was also taken away.th tv n washing machine,th bank fuck care anyhow take den yeah juz took it.so yeah my broinlaw had t spend 800 dollars buyin it bak.he was supposed t go t th court fr some hearing bt den th wasnt any letter.so yeah it must be my fucking fucked up father who threw his letters away.really wonder why th fuck he did tht.oredy nt helping out much at th stall n causing all th unecessary problems fr tis family why must he do tis kind of things?culdnt take it n wen t th bak n cried.felt really sry t th whole family tht MY FATHER must do all these things.wanted t juz end his life n end all our miseries den.its really tiring n sad t see my family in tis state.its really damn fuckin sian t see tis damn fuckin sian.haaaaaaaaaaaaaaiz.sian1/2.

ok lets get on wif my life th past 2 days.monday was hell of a good business in th afternoon,earned like 550,so yeah tot income fr th day wuld be gd bt den phaap at nite damn little ppl.hahah ohwells.so yeah afternoon continued t learn hw t cook,nw juz learning th basics like holding th wok n stuff.damn tiring la bt dun mind learning it as i anws i hv too much free time there. so yeah wen home bathed den went online check mails,frenster n blog.den talked t jia fr a while den phaap go sleep.

den today did th same thing bt business was bad.didnt hv much customers although there were two stalls tht werent open.so well basically did th same thing practiced holding th wok n stuff.so yeah end of th day we juz broke even n yeah went home.on th way home i was thinkin hw my hse wil look like after th furniture is gone.tot n tot n yeah finally reached home.reached home my hse looked damn empty,was really damn sad n yeah got alot of things tht i wanted t say bt kept it t myself.had alot of tots wen i juz reached home.had alot alot of thoughts.really damn tired nw,hope tht luck wuld change fr th better nw onwards.so yeah nw bloggin here.dunno wd t do.wished tht i culd do many things i wanted bt den yeah.haiz.


ok i shall stop here fr today.

-ciaoboats

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