Thursday, November 16, 2006 @12:49 AM
i hurt myself today,
t see if i stil feel.
i focus on th pain
th onli thing thts real
beneath th stains of time,
th feelings disappear.
u are some1 else
i am stil rite here.
what hav i become?
my sweetest fren!
every1 i noe goes away in th end.
i wil let down,
i wil make u hurt
if i could start again,
a million miles away.
i wuld keep myself
n i wuld find a way.
my heart is heavy
heavy like a rock
bt i am so amused
tht ure still in my thoughts!
isit possible?
tht someone like u can complete me?
i've treated u wrong sometimes
bt everyone makes mistakes.
and ure nt one of mine
cuz i wanna make u smile,
whenever u sad.
cuz after all i think tht im nt tht bad.
so yeah fr u,
im willing t go th extra mile.