Thursday, November 16, 2006 @12:23 AM
hellos hellos.yeah once again i bak t bloggin th past few days.feel tht bloggin sorta helps relieves my mind,dunno why though.
so yeah doin th thing i usually do.wake up go market,den go mom's stall den slp fr awhile den wake up do delivery den help out.tday daytime business was good again.made arnd th same amount on monday frm th lunch crowd.notice tht everytime if i take a nap durin th mornin business wuld be gd.sounds pretty stupid though bt yeah.den yeah afternoon took lunch den wen t th kitchen n continued practising holding th wok.gotta say its darn tiring doin tht,really requires ure wrist n finger power.so yeah practiced den do delivery fr th evening crowd den yeah i bak home nw bloggin.its really damn weird seein my hse so empty,really hv alot of tots tht words cant express.dunno wd t do nw.bt yeah juz thinking n thinking.dunno wd t do actually.ohwells one of th worst thing t happen has oredy been gone.nw gotta wry fr my n lvl results,monetary problems,n yeah finding a job oso.well well juz gotta accept th problems n TRY t take thing into my stride lol.n yeah stil dunno y i can think of her.do i really like her tht much or wd?its really really damn dumb,noeing tht it wont work out bt stil i like her darn lot.its fuckin stupid la.haiz i really dunno la its damn brain pasa siao la.gotta really think it out properly.everyday try n tel myself t get over it bt cant seem t achieve tht.i tink tht im like maybe crazy? over her.aiyo.dunno wd t say oso la.alrites i shall stop here fr today once again.-ciaoboats=))
