Thursday, November 09, 2006 @12:08 AM
helloboats!
heheh.cant believe im actually up t post.quite tired nw as i hv a lack of slp fr th past few wks.many problems t face etc.
bt yeah lets start wif monday.wen t town t meet greg,on th way there isaac called n asked whether wna go fishin,was rather surprised bt yeah told him t follow us go marina south t slack.so yeah reached town at 330 wanted t play a game of dota bt greg scolded me as we were late.greg n i wen t th footcourt t meet casey passed him a textbk n a few notes n wen off as isaac had reached.so we wen t meet helmy,yat n jotham.played a few games of dota den they wen t bowl n den we had dinner at some buffet some thingy.although th food wasnt tht fantastic bt stil was quite a gd bargain t eat there.after tht we slacked n yeah each of us headed our own way home.past 2 days as usual wen t my mom's stall doin th usual stuff.blah blah.business has been constant n thts good bt stil yeah theres stil alot of problems yet t be solved.so yeah stil hv t worry abt my n lvl results dun really noe whr i wuld really end up i i were t fuck up.dunno whether i shud start t work n do my little part fr tis family or try t achieve a higher education n hv a better job.,family's financial state,lookin fr jobs n stil alot more are stil big problems..at least one of th problems hv been solved,luckily business turned fr th better or else there wuldnt really be any bright side t look forward t.well i noe tis is goin t be one of th hardest transition period fr my family n especially me.tis period wuld really put me t test n hopefully i wil pull through.no doubt no doubt its goin t be hard bt no matter wd i stil gotta face it.at least things are changing fr th better a little bit fr th moment eh.hahah.few days back i was browsing thru my photo folder,reminded me of many many fond memories.everytime i look into it,it really reminds me of th bonding n friendship tht i hav wif my frens.though i may say i hate tis person tht is shaunchua bt everytime i look at th photoes it reminds me of th quality time we spent together be it thru bad or good.everytime i say i wan t whack him bt stil in my heart i dun tink i hav heart t even lift tht hand up t hurt him.no doubt we hav drifted apart since we last fell out a few months bak,bt stil i really do cherish tis guy as a fren or rather as a younger brother.his adorable laughs wuld nvr fail t cheer me up.i admit i do regret of some of th things i did t him in th past bt stil i only hav his interests in my heart.i really do nt noe wd has become of him fr th past 2 months bt i hope tht he has really changed fr th better.hope t see him soon though,tried callin his hp bt yeah it was turned off.another person tht reminds me of fond memories is casey.tis fat bugger no doubt he may be full of his nonsense bt he never fails t be th one there fr me wen i nd some t tok t.both of us hv gone thru thick n thin.few times we had some arguments n yeah at those times i felt tht was th end of our frenship.bt den yeah in th end we stil continued t be really good frens.theres many times tht i was really down he was th only one tht took time out t accompany me n talk t me,likewise vice versa.i do nt noe hw t tank tis guy,really do treat him as a brother although we may nt be related by blood.i really hope tis frenship wuld last til both of us hav graduated frm barker,started our own familys etc.greg,tis guy ah hahahah i do nt noe wen t start.though we dun really go out together tht often bt stil i oso regard him one of my closest frens.he's sort of th "matured" one in th grp n yeah th one always givin advice.he too was one of th ppl tht is part of tis good memory.hahah i do nt noe wd t say abt him,he may be a idiot most of th times bt wen it comes t serious matters he noes whr t draw th line n make a wise decision.domtye tis cb hes one irritating fucker.bt stil tis guy is one hell of a fren.though he may be nonsensical bt no matter wd he wuld help u.few times tis guy helped me in alot of things.though he may nt be th type tht can giv u advice stil he can be a very good listener if u nd one.oso dunno hw t tank tis guy.okay theres too many ppl t write abt bt i shall stop here fr today.bt all in all i wuld really wanna tank all my frens tht hv been there fr me wen i really needed help.thank u all!ciaoboats!
