Saturday, October 21, 2006 @11:33 PM
HELLOS ALL FINALLY IM POSTING AGAIN!!
woah finally i hv th time t blog.past few wks hav been quite happening.
ok lets start wif wad happened in my family.finally it came t th last straw wif my father n his family.its fuckin full of shit man.he walking out on th family juz like tht n all th stuff he has been doin th past few years.hmmph i oso dunno wd t say man.if i were t type it all out it wuld take me a year.hahah.pratically i gave his sisters n brothers which is pratically my my aunts n uncles th scolding of their of life.they keep pampering my father n keep encouraging him t drink.den he comes wif his retardedness of his neck.sometimes i feel tht hes juz a bum n i feel sad havin a father like him.talked t him one nite n gave him a dressing down.pratically i listed out on all th points on why is he a failure as a father,as a husband of my mom,as a so-called head of the family n as a person.i dun understand why is he so fucking selfish man.cant stand him anymore.really really cant stand him. oh wells anws nw i got father oso like dun hav like tht.so i rather nt hv one like him.so i juz told him t nvr come bak again.
so bcuz hes no longer part of th family i decided t help out at my moms stall.business has been so-so.sometimes my mom make my blood boil,she herself makes th wrong orders or pack wrongly n she wants t get pissed off n start scolding me.bt i noe shes facing alot of stress n i as her son hav t help cuz if u dun help her out who else can?so pratically th whole wk hv been waking up early like 6plus n following my mom t th market.sometimes i feel why my mom scolds me wen i wan t scold some ppl at th coffeeshop fr her.although there are many customers wif fuckface bt i stil tolertate them as they are th ones tht provide money for my family.business hv been better each day sinced i helped up.maybe its juz my presence at th stall.lol.its been quite a tiring wk at th stall n nw i noe hw tiring isit working everyday.actually i worked quite a few times b4 n i oredy understand it.ohwells tis is my own family so i'd do anything t help out.
so ive been tryin hard t find a part time job somewhere.asked my sis t help me source out jobs n stuff so yalah.den nw lets talk abt myself.hahah
ermmm been thinking alot abt dota n stuff so on thurs or wed i went town t play like 2 hrs n rushed back t th stall n help out.so lepark lepark nw i got nth t do liao so i shall blog another time cuz i dunno really wad t write cuz got alot of things t type.
alrites see yall another time suckas!=))
