Monday, September 04, 2006 @5:17 AM

thts me.hahahah.look quite beng=(
HI ITS 5 oredy!
ahahahahah so fast its five in th morn oredy.been tokin t cam til like four plus den she tak boleh tank den she go sleep.after tht talked t terence for awhile.dunno whether i shud go soot th acsi ppl anot.fuckin senseless la.i really wna turn over a new leaf n try t be a good boy frm now onwards.bt it seems really really hard t do tht.oh wells nw im damn bored n im like gg t leave for skul in 30mins time or wad.nw im listening t shi jie mo ri by jay chou.th song makes some sense bt oso doesnt.ok i dunno wad im writing.find tis song quite nice.
i really do like u alot bt wad can i do abt my feelings
sometimes i juz sit there and think abt it.
its quite dumb liking u bt i juz seem t control my feelings
what can i really do t make u love me?
hahahah sometimes i juz fantasize too much
maybe im juz nt suited for u
bt ill juz watch u frm afar
every hoping t get more glances on u
tis seems senseless bt still.
hahah.
in th morning
although th sun shines thru my window
i always feel alone n cold.
i sit down n think abt th feelings
bt it juz cant seem t disappear
my heart for u is true
let no one take tht frm u
i wish i was special
so fuckin special.
i give my heart t you
cause nothin can compare t tis world t u
theres only tis much i can take
and i just got t let it go
who knows i might feel better yeah.
if i dont try and dont hope
and in a funny way im calm
cuz its nt in my control
n im juz gna let it fly.
alrites i shall stop writing here cuz im gna go bathe for th second time n go skul oredy.cya peeps.