Saturday, September 16, 2006 @11:11 PM
my sister's bdayy'
hellos.havent been bloggin fr th past few days.past few days was quite happenin bt was too tired t blog abt it.
alrites last nite i came home very very late then i onli realised tht my card didnt hav money onli wen i boarded th bus.after tht i wen bak t dome n tried t borrow money,i didnt actually dare t cal any1 of my family cuz i was afraid they might scold me n giv me shitty lectures.den fr th past few hrs my broinlaw said tht he n th rest was tryin t contact me bt on my phone i didnt even receive one missed call at all.nvm after tht he asked me t take a cab home.wen i gt home i had a long talk wif him n sorted some things out.although im facing quite alot of pressure bt it cant be compared t wd th rest of my family is facin.sometimes im childish in my ways of thinkin n i hate myself fr tht.hopefully i can find a job n at least lighten a little of my family's monthly expenditure n burdens.
den after tht i wen t slp.i had many many wierd dreams.n most of th time my dreams come t reality.i hope it doesnt cuz is damn fuckin bad.fuck man isit bad or wd man.wah kan sian la.
wen i woke up my sister scolded me like fuck.ohwells gotta face th consequences fr wad i had done.after a while my broinlaw asked me t go out wif lunch wif my sis n mum.den i was like in a dilemma as i juz gt scolded n didnt actually hv th mood t go out or wd.bt in th end fr th sake of tis family i did.i didnt wna ruin my sister's bdae as my was ruined many many times n i dun wan it t happen t her as she is th one in th family tht cares th most fr me even though i always fuckup things n dissapoint her.aft tht we wen t ngee ann city t makan. we wen t some imperial something restaurant.th food there was fuckin gd la.after makanin we walked arnd n bought some snacks n den headed hm.
ok i shall stop here fr awhile later then i continue.
