Sunday, September 03, 2006 @1:08 AM
ITS WEEKEND!!!
ok finally its a saturday.sorta a time t relax although i havent been gg t skul for almost th whole wk bt yeah.ok i noe i posting tis on a sunday morning bt in a way stil im writing for sat.tday i tanked til four plus five cuz i was writing ytd's entry.i woke up arnd 12 plus.den casey called t confirm whether he nd greg were coming t my hse t make cheesecake for joy low.his call woke me up n i was like half awake den he said like he wil come arnd 8 plus den i said okay.den after tht arnd 2 plus i called them wen i was more awake.n he said tht hes "on th way" oredy.bt end up he reached my hse arnd 430.why so early.hahah ok den after tht we leparked in my hse for arnd 1 and a half hrs n as usual wen greg reached my hse he was tokin on th phone.hahah tht fucker i tink surely gt new gf oredy la.hahah.anws for tht 1 1/2 greg was in th living room talking n casey&i were in my room d/l songs.
6plus we finally went down t shop n save t buy th ingredients for th cheese cake.although th sour cream was missing,my sis said tht we stil can make th cake without th sour cream juz tht th quantity wuld be lesser.den after tht wen we were walking t shopnsave at th cc there was a fucking bunch of muds there.den at first they didnt dare t look at us den after we walked by th whole fucking grp stared at us.i mean wads th use of tht man u got th balls u look us into th face la.anws wen we were at shopnsave there were alot of small children thus it was rather hard t get arnd as parents nowadays cant really seem t control their own child properly.ohwells. den after tht we went t queue at th outside counter as th queue was supposedly shorter.BUT th casher was motherfucking slow man.n we took longer than ppl queueing inside la.wtf la.nvm lol.
after tht we went t smoke downstairs my hse n we were talking like ah bengs n we were kajiaoing greg n amazingly he was stil on th phone.after th delay here n there we finally went upstairs t make th cake.den i asked casey t pound th biscuits for th base of th cake.n greg was STILL tokin on th phone.den i heated th butter n accidetally overheated th first batch.bt nvr its ok.after tht i went t start mix th cream cheese wif sugar.den after th mix was "easier" t mix greg finally came in t help.den after tht we put th cake into my microwave-cum-oven t bake it.den casey n i went into my room n greg wen t th toilet.everytime without fail he would take a dump at my hse.-_- after tht greg wen t my couch n took a nap while casey n i were inside my room watching "15". th movie was rather funny wonder hw they talk so smoothly la.hahah.anws wen th movie was abt t end greg came into my room n was amazed wif th movie n wanted t watch den we watched for awhile den greg's mom called him n he had t go.den they did their last sticks n greg bathed den both of them zhaoboat frm my hse.i went down wif them t wait for their bus.n we were tokin abt wad happened ytd n we were laughing like siao la. oh wells.
after tht i went bak upstairs n fuckin hell almost 10 ppl were tokin t me on msn la.i was like why suddenly i become so popular ah?hahah.after tht finally cam's fren pointed out tht my blogskin had t be changed.i really wanted elmo la bt den there were no other nice elmo skins ohwells.elmo's really damn cute la.sian1/2.den i searched for a while n finally decided on putting southpark as my skin.den after tht cam helped me do everything n so yalah.hahah finally my blog can let ppl see wad i post.BUT BUT BUT fkin hell th tagboard was stil fuckin merepe la.den cam intro my t some website t make my own tagboard n finally my tagboared was fixed. ok den i was talkin t dom,leon n cam on th phone.rather sian bt rather funny hearing leonlim n dom quarelling wif each other.til nw we are stil on th phone lol n they are stil arguing.hahah.den cam n i are like 'away' as we are updating our entry.hahah poor leon down there nth t do n dom tht fucker pangseh him go watch tv.
today was another day of reflecting on my life.actually i tot for a very long n hard time of wad had i done,been doin n wd am i gg t do abt my future.i realise tht wad had been done had been done n nw is a time for me t tink wad am i gg t do t make ammendments or change wad has been happening.ive decided for my studies tht im nt gg t go town for arnd th nxt 1 1/2 month n do massive revision.i really wan t ace my n's n prove t my parents tht i can really make it n im nt a so-called ah beng or wadsoever.bt somehow i dunno hw am i gg t live up t th target i set for myself.i really gotta prove myself n th rest wrong.for nw i tink im gg t concentrate more on my studies rather than mudane affairs or gaming.although i noe its hard for me t acc tht bt stil im gg t try t change though.its rather sian cuz i stil hav her in my mind.isit juz infatuation or i really like her tht much?ahhhh sian la i dunno wad t do la.i really do like her bt i noe its nt possible.ohwells.life sucks:P
although its quite a pity tht i really do nt hav th determination t do stuff as many elders or isit olders hav told me tht im very talented.although i dun really believe in tht bt stil i wan t tried my very best in everything i do frm nw onwards.
nw for my frens i regard dearly,i really think tht i cant really help anymore cuz im oso human n most of th times i cant even help myself.i dunno why i can help ppl n giv them advice bt i cant seem t do tht for myself.its quite headache la.i really dunno hw t help them anymore cuz wad i say nowadays doesnt seem t get into their head.im really mentally tired of wad had been happening over th past few months n it feels like shit juz t even metion abt it.ohwells.
sian1/2.n's are juz tmr n i stil havent even touch my mother tongue tb and my ss tb.omg la although for prelims i passed my ss 27/50 n my chinese 60/100 bt i tink its nt good enough cuz i need th score for these two subs as i need them t pull me through nxt yr.i dunno whether my poa can make it anot cuz my results for it has been up n down.geog has gone for th worse i tink cuz of th change of class format.th fucking 4eA n 4eB format is juz purely fucking stupid cuz i cant wen i was stil in 4e1 there was stil a little motivation t study there bt wen it changed t 4eB i totally had no motivation t study.im nt sayin th ppl sucks or wad.th company is good for fun bt nt good for studying.theres so many fucking jokers in th class n it seems quite stupid nt participating in th fun.ok actually its stupid t join in la bt i stil do it la.hahah.
i wonder tmr wen i go bak t skul wuld they mention abt th caning casse anot.damn sian cuz i really dun wna get caned again if i were t get caned again it wuld be th third time of th yr oredy.i find it tht elton tht motherfucking son of a bitch cant even lie for himself n fucking busting th both of us t th skul.i find th elton's a motherfucker tht dunnoe hw t think n thinks hes smart n stuff which in fact no its juz cuz of money money money n money tht makes him more superior than ppl.elton thinks tht his popularity is high in skul bt dunnoe in fact tht many ppl dislike him.although i noe my attitude in skul many ppl dun really like it bt i tink ppl wuld rather choose my over him as a fren.ohwells hopefully th skul forgets abt my caning case cuz i really dun wna get caned again.its nt really abt th pain bt actually its abt th pressure tht it cause t my parents.their business hav nt been doin well for th past few wks n if i were t let them noe tht im gg t get caned i tink they might juz kick me outta hse or juz turn crazy n do stupid stuff.so i really hope tht th skul wuld forget abt th case completely.
oh wells i shall stop here for th moment cuz i cant really think of things t write oredy.
