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Melancholy...
Sunday, September 03, 2006 @4:39 PM

HELLOS:))
hellos t all.hahah.its been 12hrs since my last posting.anws i slep at arnd 7 plus tis morn.was tokin t ff leon onli cuz cam was supposedly "blog-surfing" n she went t surf until she slept on th bed.den i told leon t go watch '15' and we both laughed like fuckk cuz th movie is rather hilarious.den we oso discussed abt dota -wtf mode n wad heroes where good for it n wad were nt good.rather sian though bt fuckit.after a while i really couldnt tank n hung up n went t sleep.once again im havin weird dreams both abt my family n my frens.i dunno why isit like tht.are dreams hints of wads gna happen or wad?if my dreams are gg t appear in reality they are nt really good dreams den.sometimes i dream of wads gna happen in th future n it really comes thru.is tht good or bad?i really dunnoe man.
anws after a series of weird dreams fuckin hell many ppl called me den i kap their calls as i was very tired.den finally i picked up one call n it was DOMINIC.hahah tht fucker was like quite annoying la cuz i dun really like ppl disturbing me wen im sleeping n juz nice kena him so it was hell la.den i told him i wuld call him later we im more awake.few minutes later i was wide awake as i culd nt sleep anymore.
so i went t wash up.n there was food on th table,mee siam and nasi lemak.i at th mee siam n th nasi lemak i left it for later.th mee siam was rather good man.dunno hw they make th sauce/gravy i tink both my mum n sis noes hw t make it so im gna ask them.oredy learnt t cook alotta things frm them.hahah.actually sometimes i dunnoe why girls nowadays cant really seem t cook.both my sis n mom can cook good food.bt i cant understand why other girls or rather women cant cook.maybe nowadays most women are too pampered n are juz too lazy t learn anithin abt cooking or wad everything juz tabao frm outside food stalls.outside food stalls are unhealthy as most of them uses MSG which is bad for health.oh wells ppl must hav something t make their food good so cant really blame them.bt there are really stores tht dun use any MSG n their food is very good.actually th original taste is usually th best taste.sometimes ppl juz wna come out wif more flavours so their products of wad could be sold or they wna compete wif ppl selling th same kind of food as them.
competition is good and coming out wif new things are oso good,bt if u come out wif something new u most make sure its good.sometimes its juz nt onli abt th food bt oso th ppl who serve u.some stall owners think tht th food they sell is th best in th world n giv u a fucked up attitude while serving u.they hav like th 'u dun like my attitude den dun eat here la' thinking which i tink is wrong.if u want ure customers t come bak its nt onli abt th food bt its oso abt th service.i cant understand services nowadays are dropping at quite a rapid rate.nowadays ppl serve u 'properly' if u are rich or wad.u hardly find stall owners tht treat everyone th same n provide very good service.oh wells maybe tis is juz th harsh reality of tis world.hahah.
ok i dunno why i drifted so far away frm th topic of myself.hahah wtf man.ok anws after makaning i wen t turn on my comp.n as usual ares hav t take a long time t load up.sian1/2 after tht i went online n cam toked t me.den she said brb.den i was like huh?!hahah.after tht she was very kind t say sorry as she admitted she dosed off ytd. hahah wtf man.den i wanted t play dota she said tht she was blog-surfin n tokin t her old fren.i was wondering tht was she tokin cock or wad cuz last nite she said go blog surfin bt end up she went t slp.ohwells. den after tht i went t check my mails n went t frenster.walau nowadays frenster having more problems than ever man.its getting from bad t worse since they added more n more things.i took like more than 15 mins t try t go in.i try go other website there were nt any problems. oh wells den after frenstering for awhile i went t update my blog.hahah den write til here lor.
Here I lay thinking of you
Making my heart beat
My palms sweat
You are more than I ever hoped for
Your voice
Your humor
The scent of a rose
The voice of a goddess
The mind of a genius
and skin of a child
You make me laugh
You make me smile
For you
I will go the extra mile
LET ME DIE
Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering into midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes
My heart for you is true
Let no one take that from you
Time is running tight
Can't change from wrong to right
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little
Just like how we used to be baby
Its time to say farewell now
No need to cry of feelings
Oh, It's alright
I'll end the end of lies
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace my sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can change my world from black to white
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little more
Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace my sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can give me strength to fight
Till the sky is burning it's the end of time
Look ahead tomorrow long and winding road
Keep the faith of mine don't let it go
You're the only reason that i'm growing cold
What would I do without you
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace my sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can make my world so bright
Life no longer ends here with you in my heart
In my heart

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