Wednesday, September 27, 2006 @6:27 PM
FUCKED UP NITE
alrites alrites,ok lets start wad wif yesterday.i woke up early den wen t skul,while waiting fr my skul bus in didnt come!hahah cuz ive nt been sitting it n didnt giv bus uncle a call n he was pretty mad abt it.so yeah i took a cab t skul den slack slack.den after assembly i wen t went t get a early release n wen t dome t meet cam n ter.they were playin dota n were losing BUT BUT after i cam they were winning=))hahah so yeah played n played den slacked n slacked den went t lido t watch movie wif zaad n th rest.we watched jontuckermustdie.it was quite a borin movie although it provided us a few laughs as th storyline was pretty much predictable.den after bak headed bak t dome den went t cut my hair den after tht slacked wif cam n ter den wen home.
wen i reached home i called ter fr standard game.den i was abt t go bathe den my parents started t quarell.tht was wen t fuckin sad part comes.my father was scolding my mum den after tht my sis n bro in law came in.den after tht my mom started pushing my father den my father started scolding anyohow den phaaap phaap my sister whacked my father.i could really do anithin much cuz i noe hw useless my father is nw.i tried t stop everything bt t no avail.i couldnt take it n broke down in tears.keep tryin t stop fights bt coulnt do anithin much.seeing my sis n mum scolding my father hurts me bt i noe they were right abt it.bt blood is always thicker than water.i was quite helpless as i couldnt do anithin fuckin thing.i was damn depressed.didnt noe wd t do.seeing my family tear apart.den after awhile i shouted at th whole family t stop n i had t stop my father frm hurting himself.its damn fuckin chaotic n its damn fuckin depressing.its onli abt 5 days t my n's n tis had t happen.i really dunno wtf th world is fuckin coming t man.its damn saddening seeing all these things happen.i really hv no one t turn t.tried callin ppl t talk bt no one picked up.n finally ter called.bt tht was pretty much after i cried th fuck outta myself.bt at least he was there fr me. ahhh i really dun noe wd t do abt my life man i really sucks nw.it seems tht day by day my family condition worsens.hw long more do i hav t wait fr a brighter side of life?i really dunno wd t do man n im damn tired nw fuckin tired.
SOME HELP PLS HELP ME N MY FAMILY!=((
oh wells i shall stop here.dun wna tok anymore abt tis matter.haiz
