Thursday, September 14, 2006 @12:24 AM
Bad day or good day?
havent really blogged for th past few days.was quite tired n didnt want t.hahah.ermmm ok i shall start wif my day today.
was tokin t cam dom leon n ter on th phone.we were discussing wd time we shud go dome.so we talked n talked den i suddenly slept.i wanted t take a short nap bt end up i was late for skul so i decided nt t go.so i called leon lim n ask him t go town wif me.leon was tokin t ter n we were deciding wd time t meet.end up talk talk talk den phaaaaaaaaap.ter nvr come.he n cam wen t sleep so leon n i were alone in town arnd 9 plus.wen we reached town we went t makan breakfast,th new prata shop th bryani was horrible.they kept overnight chicken n den reheated n sell it again.i was sour bt i stil ate it cuz it was expensive.
after makanin we wen t dome t play some dota.den i was tokin t cheng he said he wuld come town soon after his "studies".tht was arnd 10plus.den leon n i played -wtf mode it was rather fun.we played til 12plus den zaad came so we played 1 more round den after tht we closed comp n wen t makan wif zaad.den FINALLY cheng came bt tht was arnd 1 plus.den we played n played den suddenly casey n th rest came.n i juz found out today was leonli's bdae so i wished him happy birthday.hahah.we played til 5 plus den we left for singapore idol.
fr 1/2hr we were deciding whether t take a cab or a bus den ter i tink due t lack of sleep was quite pissed off n he said take bus la.so we tagged along.den after durin t bus journey greg n i were listening t my ipod.n we sang songs n did stupid actions.it was quite funny.n finally we reached at arnd 630.den we had t walk quite a long way in t cadlecott hill.we took like 10-15mins.finally we reached.all of us were perspiring la.den we waited den finally we gt our tickets t go in BUT we had t wait like 1hr plus til we could get our seats.
wen we were queueing up there was tis guy tht kept starin at cam.hes quite scary la.den cam was oso quite scared den ter almost wanted t whack tht guy la.den end up we tok cock n everythin wen t normal.wen we were seated th show was abt t start it was quite rowdy.there were many many muds arnd.shouting anyhow.quite frustrated abt tht.den we th performance started there were many kanchiong spiders fuckin stand up n try t attract attention.fuck low-life shitheads.after tht wen it came t th performance th ppl seatin behind leon were fuckin noisy la.kept whistling n shout.we were quite pissed bt didnt do anithin abt it as we didnt wna stoop t their lvl.after th last song we wen out n den i met xw n we went home together.
we walked t th petrol kiosk outside as xw n th rest wanted t buy drinks.after tht we decided t tk a cab home.
wen i reached home i heard my sister talkin quite loudly.so i wen into her room n find out wad was gg on.i saw my mum cryin,my heart fuckin sank.she was very depressed,she kept vomiting n sayin silly things as she had drunk beer.my sister n broinlaw was there tryin t console her n all i could do is juz stand there n see her cry.th onli things i culd do was t pour water n make some oats fr her.i really feel tht im quite a useless child.all i can do is provide trouble t th family.im really damn helpless.seeing my mum who has supported tis family fr so fuckin long n finally today she cant take it n had a breakdown.i really hate my father as he is a fuckin useless guy,he didnt even noe my mum had a breakdown n he wen t slp.i dunno wd has become of him as th so-called head of th family can juz do tis.all these yrs it has been my mum n sis whos been pullin tis family together whether thru good times or bad.although my family dont really understand me bt i really do love them.i juz cant do anithin t show it t them.haiz im really damn useless.
wd am i supposed t do nw
can some1 there help me out?
i really do nt noe.
hope my family can pull thru
n make our lives start anew.
