Monday, September 04, 2006 @12:16 AM
12AM oredy.
ok nw its twelve plus oredy.nw im stil awake in 7hrs plus its my first n lvl papers oredy.rather sian la.lucky i got study abit for chinese.dunnoe wad time i shud report for th paper la.wah sian1/2.
ok i shall tok abt my 2 half of th day .ok after i woke up four plus do my blog. den i went out t watch tv.wah tv no show t watch la fuckin sian1/2.den after tht my mum called asked whether i wanted t makan den i asked my sis n all.den they said ok.den after tht i wanted t do my blog bt i was too lazy den i layed downed on my bed n tot. ahhh rather sian la i tink tht i shud giv up oredy la.i dunnoe man im damn confused nw la.oh wells after tht i dosed off.was tired. den i woke up 7plus wen my mum came home.den she bought alot of good food la satay bee hoon,chicken rice malay rice n alot of other stuff.its damn good la.after tht i watched some movie called princess d.was quite retarded la.bt it was quite sweet though.bt stil quite merepe.
after tht dom called me den i was like tryin t connect t my internet for 1hr plus la.fuckin sian la.den finally got on thts why im updating my blog nw.hahah.den after tht wen i logged-on there was quite a few ppl tht tok t me la.was quite bored so talked t them lor.hahah rather fun though.nw im stil tokin t dom while updating my blog although im half heartedly tokin t dom n half-heartedly blogging. bt stil ah anyhow whack onli la.
ermmmm nw i quite confused wif a few things la.damn sian la no chance oredy oh wells.sian1/2 bt stil able t tank la.in a way i ask b4 bt phaaaamp tak boleh la.ermmm nw i damn confused la i really really DO stil like her alot bt it seems theres nth much i can do abt it.ahahah oh wells man.in a way i dunno hw t put it t her n phaaaamp th best thing is she oredy gt a stead.wtf man brian wad are u thinking abt.i really dunno wad t do la my mind is in a fuckin whirl now la.i cant actually believe i liked her so much n for so long la.i feel like shit nw man.damn bloody sian la.ahhhh actually i oso dunnoe why i feel a great pain bt actually i shudnt though bt i stil wish her n her stead all th best though.i oso dunnoe i really fucking feel damn fuckin shitty now man.AHHHHHHHHHH.bt anw ANWS hopefully her relationship tis time wuld last long n i believe tht it wuld last long la so yeah la.th guy is a nice guy so i hope tht he wuld take care of her.anws i wish tis couple th best in their future la.:))hahah.
bt come t think of it we dun really suit each other la so i oso dunno why i oso hav tis kind of feelings oso i dunno why i feel so sad or like hav tht kind of weird feeling in my heart la?do i really like her tht much til th stage like tht.in a sense i really really yearn n hope t be wif her bt i noe its nt possible.i noe in a sense im living in denial bt stil like her. i dunno why la.tis feelings actually sucks shit man n i dunnoe hw t react nw.i really hav alot of thoughts gg thru my mind nw.ALOT of thoughts man.for nw i think i onli can watch her frm afar wif her bf.although tht feelings sucks bt stil can tank man.hahah oh wells life sucks shit man.today exams oredy i tink im juz gna die la wif so many thoughts gg through my mind nw.i feel like smoking nw bt i dun tink i wuld.ahhh i tink ill juz try t tank tis matter.okays nw i dun really noe wad im gna say cuz my mind is filled wif many many broken thoughts.
alrite i shall stop here for nw n continue later. so seeya suckas!hahah
